Ok, so I stole the title from a beautiful chapter in Les Miserables, but I think it applies wonderfully here. I have met a lot of interesting people in my life, and some who were very harden people. So many people have seen some rough stuff, and their hearts have hardened as a result of being left in the elements for far too long. I've heard stories from victims, military, law enforcement, even perpetrators, that are impossible to forget or shake... that haunt you, and I've seen and experienced things myself. But it never fails to amaze me how little wonders this world has to offer, like the innocence of children, a smile, love, compassion, affection, etc., can impose so much hope and light into a darkened world.
So much happened this year. Some horrible things, and some pretty awesome ones, but the roller coaster ride, regardless, has been exhausting. I have especially learned how much I guard my heart, and simply do not put my trust in the hands of really anyone. I keep my hope and love guarded, although I share glimpses of it at times, and allow others to share theirs with me.... and they often do. I spilled it to one person during year, and felt emotionally safe for the first time with person I just met. I think mostly it was because they themselves had been through so much and were opening up at the same time.
"...to love at all is to be vulnerable." - CS Lewis
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